| i think its time to find another job...
...yes...yes i do... |
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| well things are back to normal now.
im happier than ever with him.
we spent the whole weekend cuddling and watching movies and eating frozen pizza.
i think we just went to far too fast.
but im glad that is behind us and i dont have to go there again.
im going to lima this weekend.
i will be in BG thursday
and Lima friday night.
then back to columbus saturday for work. grrr.
i hate my job. but i have managed to make a couple friends.
but other than that it sucks.
im looking for a new one.
plus we're hiring still. so i dont think theyd miss me if i left. |
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| i guess i shouldnt give up hope yet.
the fat lady hasnt not sung.
the world is not over.
he still loves me. and thats good.
he might try to come over tonight.
which is even better.
i dont think i can last until friday.
we need to talk now. and not over the phone.
if there is any breaking up going on it should be in person.
i hope we can work this out. and get past it.
im willing to do whatever it takes.
i want to be with him forever.
no matter what.
i wont lose him.
i know we're made for each other.
he just needs to figure it out before we can go any farther in our relationship.
please pray for us. |
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| so basically im single.
he just doesnt want to tell me until i see him on friday. which is why he is coming here...i just want him to come now and get it over with. i cant eat. i cant sleep. all i want is for everything to be okay. i dont want him to leave me. but i cant make him love me. so i guess its better its over. but im just not ready. |
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| i work at express.
i dont know how i feel about it yet.
some of the people are nice.
i have 3 friends there.
i wear high heals to work...something i tought id never do.
im proud of myself for that.
i miss dayton.
well..i miss knowing people and my way around.
i hope i make new friends soon.
im really bad at making friends.
well...it might be people are just too stuck up their own asses. and have no intrest in making friends with "unscene" people. which is totally retarded. but whatever. fuck that shit.
anyways.
i reallly miss going to fort jennings. and bowling green.
i need to do that really soon. |
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